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June 12 ChangesChanges There are many things that I would like from life. Yet more then things I want change in the world. I enjoy nice things and see the homes friends of mine have and cars, clothes and vacations. And I would be lying to myself and you, if I said I did not want similar things. But my focus is and always has been on change. And changing the way people see the world. It really is not about changing people, but actually getting people to see the reality in front of them. I don't think any change can happen as long as we continue to choose to open our eyes and not see reality in front of us. The last time you went out how many lost souls or broken people did you notice? I am willing to almost bet you will have seen one or two...but you missed so many in front you! We tend to consider the bag lady, the bum, the junkie, the whore as the broken people or lost souls. And they can be! Have you ever took a moment to consider how many cracks it took to break them? Or how many times those souls were looking for direction before they became lost? Think of our brother and sister mother fathers neighbours friends co workers... and ourselves for a moment. All of us dealt a different hand in life, good things, bad things, tragic things, losses griefs, births everything that makes up a life time. And yet so many of us are choosing not to see the cracks . We say "its not our problem" or "what can I do"? Or we pass the blame and in our minds we are helpless to do anything. I want to scream so loud to everyone...in every country and every single corner of the earth "Say Hello"! Its as simple as that. Great changes can come from acknowledgment. Its not going to fix a broken heart, take away an addicts withdrawal, or feed a hungry family. It will remind them they are not alone that you see them. Every society has become so divided not only by borders, governments, religion and going down to being divided by social and economic status. Further more ridiculously, we are now being divided by material items and focusing on items our neighbour has, or what they do rather then who they are. These things have become so important! We are driven by the force of marketing and media to work harder then ever to be able to have the latest things. Ultimately distracting us from each other, and real human issues. I don't blame you, I want these things too. But forcing my self to be aware its been more difficult for me to loose focus on you and other's. And some times it is scary to see the heart ache in people, but if you just look past the things that make you uncomfortable like dirt or things tend to separate us. Look at the face and skin and eyes see that and see someones child someones mother or father and try to remember that is something we have in common. Then start with hello until you decide you can make a difference and only you will know how or when or for who. Acknowledge & seeing can make as big of a difference as a simple hello. If you don't believe me, I challenge you to take five minutes at any point in your day to be in one place and watch people, see how many people almost seem to float past other people with no acknowledgement. And think of how often that goes on a day , then a week and I can promise it will show you the disconnection can be part of the blame for the breakdown of human compassion. Thus creating greater problems down the road. Pls comment also this song seems great for this entry! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fNYEQYNjtg&feature=related June 10 Wants and NeedsHas anyone ever asked you "What do you want or need"?
This seemingly kind question often makes me feel uncomfortable. Without any thought I realise that I often have a tone of defensiveness behind my response. I very rarely admit openly what I need and want. I notice that I am not the only one to do this and it lead me to consider exactly why one would have so much difficulty in answering this.
At first my mind was bending towards the answer that we just don't know exactly what we want and need, for life, people in our lives and the future. And then as I cleared my mind I realised it so much deeper then just not being sure. And if you think about this as I explain it you may agree and find it easier to answer that question even if only to yourself.
When we acknowledge something as fact or as truth as we know it, we can no longer hide in the shadow of uncertainty. If we tell some one our wants and needs it not only opens us to vulnerability but also to the risk of disappointment. After answering this question we have two choice's.
Our fist choice, we can hope the person heard us and will help us to fulfill those needs and wants. running the risk of hurt and face the disappointment when they fail us.
The second choice is to search in ourselves and figure out a map to that self fulfillment. That also is scary cause it can mean discovering you have been in the wrong direction and need to turn around and start over.
Once we admit what we need and want, we can no longer allow ourselves to feel unfulfilled because there really is no excuse. Maybe we have to work and struggle to get to the destination our soul hunger's for. Some people don't want to put the work in, or maybe they have commitments or responsibilities to tend to first. The thing is, if we don't make our personal spirit as alive content as possible, then tell me what the point is in even doing the things we clam to be a responsibility?
Many people do not understand why I cannot do the things society requires to get ahead in the world. I know clearly why now I choose not too. It is because I am not willing to sacrifice my self, my opinions, my dreams and values for life to make enough money and have basic life that is socially acceptable and promoted by the majority of society!
I will be valued for who I am! I will value myself! The rest will follow. I will no longer answer this question with defence and shame.
Own who you are and own your happiness. The rest will fall in place. If you believe in it and in your self. We should never deny ourselves the answer to what we want and need in a backward's attempt to protects one self! June 07 My New VlogI have decide to take my blog to Youtube and make its as honest and interactive as possible. I invite you to watch it and comment or maker your own video responses.
This vlog is not perfect but it is me 100% and I am already having a great response. So I will post my first vlog here and please follow the link for any upcoming video entries.
For future Volgs by me please follow this link http://www.youtube.com/user/Coffeegirl28 June 04 Why are you doing this?Do you ever ask yourself "what am I doing"?
And shake your own as u consider the situations and troubles we sometimes get ourselves into?
Do you ever here yourself saying "what are u doing"? Only to completely push the words out of your mind.
In way that is blatantly ignoring yourself, even when you hate your thoughts and feelings ignored by others.
Do you ever see warnings signs or sparkles of truth in what you had already told yourself?
To only attempt to rationalise and explain to yourself, how you must be misunderstanding it.
Do you ever scream at yourself "why wont you listen to me? I have proven to you that I am right"?
Do you ever stop and think "I don't know why but I cant stop this"
Realising that you need to go on this journey for reason's greater then you can comprehend.
Do you ever say to yourself "I hear you and I know your right but please stay with me on this journey"
We need to go here and try to have faith in the world!
Do u consider the idea of being hurt again too much for your soul to survive
But the risk of be shown is worth the reward. Have you ever wondered what would happen if it was not worth it.
Do you ever to dream of how amazing it will be if faith proves more powerful then any thing you first had believed?
Is having faith in others, to loosen the faith we hold in ourselves? |
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