Have You Ever Misses Someone ? 

Have you ever missed someone so much, you felt it consumed you?

And all though the burn lessens every single day, you still wish they were there?

Someone you may have though once was not good enough for you,

Only you realized they held up from the low point in which you held yourself?

And with out there support in, carrying the weight of faith for you,the loss leaves you feeling the lowest you have ever felt?

When you make a bad choice knowing it’s not a good one, in attempt to heal some of the pain.

That bad choice has put you in an even darker more lonely place, your heart screams for your hero to come back, to save you from yourself again.

Knowing they would not but praying your screaming heart can still be heard by them, wishing with all of yourself that one prayer come true, please god, your soul begs!

Only to have to see how sad you have become, reality forces you to calm yourself and lick your wounds.  And find there is no other way but to carry the weight of Faith, for yourself, so that you can become strong again.

Our body and souls could not survive this trauma so intense day after day, so we ice the burn

Numbing it a little longer each time.  The whole time hoping, you will not frost it forever.

Have you ever missed someone so much, you fear it will consume you?

       Dream in colors

                                                                                                               because you can !